I DON'T FEEL IMPORTANT ANYMORE I DON'T FEEL LIKE I STILL MATTER

Tonight

The stars are holding you. ^^

BMW event ltr on at Sentosa, finally a reason for me to wear my new heels! But it’s a size larger cause its so pretty and they didn’t hv my size, I hv to get the half insoles. But pfffffts it’s raining like mad crazy nao I can’t head over to hg mall to get my insoles. Rain please stop ): So I can get my insoles and so that my friends can get to their Econs paper all dry and warm and write well for it. (:

I hv to start finding hotels for us to stay at in SF and LA, tedious but it’s gna be awesome I’m getting more excited! (Daddy just saw me typing about the trip and reminded me abt the flu jab ugh) Can’t wait for 14th Dec!! I really hope it snows a hell lot during Xmas and New Year’s!

While shopping at Giant for picnic grocercies ytd (not knowing if it was still gna happen), I got a text that made me smile and it made my heart skip a beat!

The couple that fights the most is the one most in love. It shows they care enough to notice the other screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it - Shawna Waltemyer

Next week will be awsum: Picnic! Parents away for 3 days, Prom shopping, upcmg chalet, hehehehehehe I’m so screwed got my A levels next yr.

Retainee Power!

So anyway after promos those that didn’t have to slog out at school with PW had a nature trail to embark on I swear we walked so much I almost cried ):

But it was a good experience we got to see pretty flowers, get rubbed with a leaf like instant insect repellent, monkeys almost pounced on us, we ate wild berries, raw lady’s fingers and we walked approx 3 hours (?) idk it seemed like forever, till we reached Vivo with AIR CON omg. Talk about walking UP AND DOWN Mount Faber it’s crazy.

The monkey almost killed us HAHA look at its so called fangs.

The other guide kept covering the lens we couldn’t stop him! Heh.

on the 24th!

• smell of grass
• red picnic mat
• cupcakes
• lying next to pretty flowers
• can’t wait! ^^

Imy

Salty

Maybe you don’t see things from my perspective anymore. But perhaps the time where I least deserve love, is actually when I need it most.

I’m not some toy you take when you want to, and throw me aside when you’ve more important things to attend to. Fck like srsly. No emotional attachement? Yea has it occured to you that’s its because I care that I’m acting like that now.

It’s not something you can just leave for 3 weeks and come back to as if nth’s happened.

Hell no.

Chokechain

Do you even miss?

Kiss with a fist!

I luv you both so much (:

Met Ju at hg first cause she had to ‘look like she was heading to school’. And trained down, guess no one else likes cartoons but us! Caught Coraline in 3D, kinda freaky at some parts.

Then the cheapest thrill #1: we walked ourselves into a cinema and we realised everyone was old and caucasian, and they were giving us weird stares. Probably showing ‘humpday’ HAHA so we sneaked into ‘Amelia’ instead.

Ry came, best ayam penyet (malay chicken rice) ever, headed to Ju’s poolside to lepak. One of our last, she’s shifting out. ):

HTHT, tonight was awesome.

Meoooooow!

Family dinner tmr, US trip in exactly a month! Excited muchhhhhhh ^^

Btw work has been awesome, pretty clothes gorgeous models good pay lots of starbucks breaks love it! Fashion event @ Sentosa next week!

(Sweetness) Happy Girl #1!

Cutest ever!

Haha but I’ve more to be happy about. Lovely ^^

Oh! Happy Birthday Yiwen! ((: Back to econs now, tmr will be an awesomezxzxzxz day after econs paper with driving class and shopping with Mich! (:

Diet plan!

Tomorrow marks the start of my two month diet plan (: Solely fruits veggies and liquids. Maybe occasional proteins!

Please let me succeed this time I swear I’m an ever growing piece of fat ):

you belong with me (?)

• It doesn’t help that I wake up with crusts forming around the rim of my eyes every morning.
• Grumpy’s usually wet with tear stains.
• It hurts to receive your phonecall now.
• I’d rather not hear your voice than to end up heartbroken, even though I’d love to be like how we used to be
• I can’t get used to this, even if its just for two more months.
• I’m trying to be understanding and be nice but you’re apparently not trying.
• You sound so exasperated when you call.
• I gave you a choice, but you wanted to call, so why be so mean, right?
• You’re different.
• I don’t know you anymore.

Maybe its better if we don’t talk or text as much. Maybe you’re better off that way.

Heartbreaker.

Failing spree!

Economics, be the bane of my existance! Ughhhhhh sucks. at Compass Subway now, just skyped w Yanyi, (:

back to my cookies and the books!